Other People.

Have always seen me as strong. that was a lie, a disguise. i wore to keep me safe in public. the truth is, "I've always been afraid". of letting anyone get too close. i buikt a wall arround me, a barricade. to hide behind those few times. someone wanted entry to my heart. Love, I thought, was the biggest fraud of all. sleight of hand, designed to hold you, cage you, when flight suited you well. but my wings are unfolding, and I'm learning to fly beyond the barrier of fear. there is freedom in love. but not if you have to hide it.

drama

Out of nowhere this drama began, as if I'm living in a stage self-righteous, be my imagination incarnate, I fall asleep in the character imagination, A figure different from myself, I feel better, but I forgot, it turns out I was being "me" ... I became my character, she dreamed of in the world of imagination, as soon as I incarnate, until I fall asleep and forget to go back on my world, such as the soap opera that is full of drama and too at dramatice, I'm becoming maudlin and easy crying, could not be in touch a bit of the feeling, it will definitely break easily and watery in both my eyelids, my To forget, not I this is a Knights, HHHHHhhhhh...for a moment draw breath deeper, exhale off. For missing the tightness in your chest, hoping the longs and the tears now just became souvenirs. Until the end is left is just a laugh ... About me and my life is full of drama.

9 Rahasia Yahudi Yang Tidak Diketahui Umat Islam

Kita tahu saat ini bangsa Yahudi menguasai dunia, bahkan ada teori konspirasi Illuminati, suatu cara bangsa Yahudi menguasai dunia. Kali ini R10 akan membahas 9 rahasia Yahudi yang tidak diketahui umat Islam. 1. Bahaya Rokok Bangsa Yahudi pemilik pabrik rokok terbesar di dunia dan mari kita lihat. Rakyat Yahudi tidak merokok, mereka tahu bahaya merokok jadi harga rokok dibuat sangat mahal. Di New York, Amerika Serikat harga rokok per bungkusnya $ 12. Itu setara Rp 108.000 bila harga dollar 9.000 rupiah. Bila pasar Yahudi enggan membeli rokok karena mahal, lantas di jual kemana rokoknya? Tentu saja ke negara-negara muslim. Misalnya Indonesia. Merokok dapat membuat otak tumpul dan bodoh, dan di Indonesia rokok dijual di samping sekolah. Lihat saja warung kaki lima di sebelah sekolah anda, jual rokok? Ga heran. Bangsa Yahudi makin pintar karena tak merokok, dan umat muslim semakin bodoh karena lebih memilih membeli rokok ketimbang menabung atau melakukan investasi cerdas lainnya. 2. Bahaya Vaksin Dan Obat Modern Yahudi jago membuat vaksin dan obat modern lainnya, tapi tahukah anda? Rakyat Israel tidak berobat menggunakan vaksin dan obat-obatan modern, mereka tahu obat yang mengandung bahan kimia tidak bagus untuk kesehatan. Karena itu masyarakat Israel memilih obat-obatan alami, misalnya coba tebak.... Habbatus Sauda! Sungguh ironi, pengobatan alami sunah rasul digunakan sebagai pengobatan sehari-hari rakyat Israel, namun umat Islam lebih percaya dengan obat kimia yang katanya modern itu. Belum lagi beberapa vaksin mengandung babi. 3. Hubungan Ibu Dan Calon Bayinya Wanita Yahudi ketika mengandung, akan mendengar suami membaca, menyanyi atau mereka akan menyelesaikan masalah matematika bersama-sama. Tujuannya untuk mendapatkan bayi yang bijak dan pintar, karena pikiran dan perasaan si ibu berkesinambungan dengan sang anak. Ketika si anak lahir, sang ibu menyusui sendiri anaknya. Bagaimana dengan umat islam? Saat ini banyak ibu yang memilih menggunakan susu pabrik ketimbang ASI untuk bayinya. 4. Mengganti Kafein Kafeein berbahaya. Bangsa Yahudi tahu itu. McDonald di Israel mengganti kopi berkafein dengan teh yang mengandungi polyphenols. Polyphenols berguna sebagai antioksidan memperbaiki sel rusak dan mencegah kanker. Sedang umat Islam masih terpedaya dengan Kafein berbahaya. 5. Makan Buah Sebagai Makanan Pembuka Di Israel, mereka mendahulukan makan buah terlebih dahulu sebelum memakan makan utama. Mereka tahu kalau mereka makan makanan utama terlebih dahulu (misalnya nasi/roti), maka mereka akan mengantuk, lemah dan payah. Sungguh kombinasi yang tidak produktif untuk belajar dan bekerja. Bagaimana dengan umat Islam? Lagi-lagi mereka terpedaya. Masyarakat muslim lebih percaya untuk memakan buah sebagai makanan penutup. Pantas jadi suka mengantuk. 6. Penggalian Masjid Al Aqsha dan Qubah Shakhrah Sejak 50 tahun lalu, Israel melakukan penggalian bawah tanah. Israel menginginkan Masjid Al Aqsha dan Qubah Shakhrah runtuh dengan sendirinya. 7. Penipuan Sejarah Israel memanipulasi fakta sejarah dengan mengatakan negara-negara Arab yang menyerang Israel terlebih dahulu pada perang tahun 1967. Padahal faktanya, Israel yang menyerang negara-negara Arab terlebih dahulu kemudian mereka merebut kota Al Quds dan Tepi Barat. Tetapi mereka mengatakan serangannya itu adalah serangan untuk menjaga diri dan antisipasi? 8. Umat Muslim Dan Kristen Bersatu Di Palestina, umat muslim dan umat kristen bersatu melawan penjajahan zionis. 9. Wajib Militer Para pelajar Israel diwajibkan ikut Wajib Militer dan dilatih taktik ketentaraan seperti menembak dan memanah.

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we are always tired and sometimes when i talk, you dont answer. so i juts sit and tap my toes. i want to say i'm trying i really am. but i dont say anything. i want you to know that i care and i want you to be happy. but sometimes i just dont know how.

a wonderful mother

GOD made a wonderful mother,
A mother who never grows old;
He made her smile of the sunshine,
And He molded her heart of pure gold;
In her eyes He placed bright shining stars,
In her cheeks, fair roses you see;
God made a wonderful mother,
And He gave that dear mother to me.

My mother taught me to always smile ..
always be a tough girl
for you.. i will mom ...

=) promise you

no one knows me.

No One will ever truly know me.
How can they when they never even try,
because I smile they assume I am happy.

No One Knows Me.
I hide behind a mask,
they just never did get it

No One Knows Me.
It is a difficult task,
always there for people but they are never truly there for me.

No One Knows Me.
Friendships, I have many,
if I do why do I still feel alone in this world?

No One Knows Me.
I guess it is just a curse,
they wouldn't understand.

No One Knows Me.
They wouldn't care,
they would call it a teenage phase.

The emotionless mask will be up forever more,
waiting for someone to take it off of me.
No one will ever truly know me.

if only........

 If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together..

there is something you must always remember

you are braver than you believe,

stronger than you seem,
and smarter than you think.


but the most important thing is,

even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you

if we can't  catch our dreams

 keep me in your heart, I'll stay there forever

ofcourse i'm fine.

Of course I'm fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask.
It hides the grief, it hides the strife,
I wear this mask, to escape the knife.

Don't forget this, my pain is real,
I'm not lying, this is how I feel.
You sit there saying, it can't be true,
it is for me, just not for you.

You say my heart, must be a sight,
cold as ice, and black as night.
It's not my heart, only my soul,
but killing me, must be your goal.

You're getting close, I hope you know,
you really don't, have far to go.
Soon enough, I'll reach my end,
you'll have my soul, to tear and rend.

But you don't know, you never ask,
you never look, beyond the mask.
The look on my face, is giving me away,
I wonder now, what you will say?

You've asked me here, you'll know now,
I'll take it off, I'll take a bow...
I can't do it now, tell you the truth,
I must keep up, my pretense of youth.

"Of course I'm fine, why do you ask?
Oh don't mind this, it's just my mask"

ummmmm..

I'm praying to you, dear Lord above
For my heart's profound wish, a perfect love.
I pray You'll give me one who cares,
Who understands me, who always shares,
The answer to my fondest dream,
The two of us, a perfect team.
Lord when each new day is through,
I pray we'll turn our hearts to You.