"KITA"

Kita bertemu saat sama-sama berlari Berlari menuju impian Berlari dari semua kesalahan Berlari tanpa tujuan Kita saling memperlambat langkah Mengenal satu sama lain dalam kasih dan amarah Kita memutuskan untuk saling mendukung Tanpa ada satu dari kita yang terkungkung Kita pun mencoba untuk mencinta Walau terkadang tak setia Kamu akan selalu berjalan disampingku Menggandengku saat jalanku terjal Aku akan selalu berjalan disampingmu Saat kau terpuruk dan merasa gagal Kita saling mengisi tanpa mencaci Walau kadang terasa sakit hati Kita tetap berjalan seperti ini tanpa henti Seperti sepasang rel kereta api Kita selalu berdampingan Tanpa menindih atau tertindih Tanpa ada yang didepan atau dibelakang Terkadang berdekatan Terkadang berjauhan Terkadang kita bersatu Terkadang berpisah menuju arah tak tentu Tapi kita tetap bersama Terpaut dalam jarak yang sama Saling menghargai tanpa menguasai Saling menyayangi tanpa mendominasi.

titik awal.

dari gelap aku belajar terang dari sebuah langkah aku belajar berjalan dari sebuah kata aku belajar bicara dari air mata aku belajar kesedihan dari tertawa aku belajar kebahagiaan dari sebuah senyuman aku belajar keramahan dan ketulusan dari sebuah hubungan aku belajar persahabatan,kasih sayang dan cinta dari sebuah titik ketiadaan semuanya berawal.

missing piece

I feel like am deeply wounded by the piece that has been cut out of me. I feel speechless and out of words by the sadness that is filling me. I miss you so much that makes my breathing hard. I should be okay in each passing day or so I thought I would be but I missed you more that make things harder for me. I can't express myself, I just feel the sadness flowing in. In my dreams you are with me, moving around me, touching me and speaking softly like the way I wanted. But I cannot close my eyes and live in the dreams in all day long, I have to open my eyes and find you gone and feel the missing piece. Sometimes I wish I don't wake up from sleep because waking up is finding you are not there. I just wanted to say that I miss you so much please don't hold it against me, I am trying so hard not to feel this way but I just can't, it is just the way I feel. I am wishing that someday you give back the missing piece in me. You are my missing piece.

before i let you go.

When we were still together, I truly loved you, but what’s happening right now, I guess we are through, it’s really hard for me, to get off with you. but I know this might be good for both me and you. I love you but i have to let you go, I’ve come to realized that you’re no longer happy with me. Even it hurts, I have to say “good bye” It’s really hard for me to live without you, but promise i would try. It hurts me so much but i have to let you go. But before letting you go, there’s one thing i want you to know… I just want you to know that “I am always here for you, whenever you need a friend, to lean on n shoulder to cry on”